What is this about i hear you ask? This journal is about the pilgrimage i am taking to .... a better place than i am in right now.
I am a survivor of childhood sexual abuse, i am a daughter, sister, Auntie, friend, colleague, neighbour and the average 30 something woman you see in every town, but right now, the absolute hell that is *healing* from sexual abuse has consumed me, i am just totally floored by it.
The journey begins here, i don't know where it will take me, there is no map to guide me, there is no final destination, BUT, i have decided to take the journey because i have a choice, and it is quite a simple one - live or die. I've just chosen life and i have to tell ya, that was one of the hardest decisions i have ever made in my life.
So here we are, that start of my journey, the most vulnerable, scared and fucked up i have ever been.
The caveat as you enter this site: This may be triggering for other survivors, it may offend some people, my language may not always be to your liking (you have two choices there), and i am sure the jouney will have it's good and bad days and so does healing - apparently.